That vision was now about to become a reality, but I was just going to New York I was going during fashion week. That in itself was such a blessing and so exciting. Although I was overjoyed with excitement I was filled with uncertainty as well because we would be driving. Fabio and I don’t do road trips at all! So to prepare I literally rested my body up until it was time to leave.
I also need to thank you for breaking me down, physically, mentally and emotionally. I would not be the STRONG WARRIOR THAT I AM TODAY. Most days I don’t even know where I pull the strength from to even function when I need to but I do it. I have the strength to accept that not every day will be a great one but it’s still a day and that was kind of hard when we first starting dating but as time went on and our relationship progressed I learned some of your pros and cons and how to handle them.
How can I have a shoot outside, if it’s raining and windy? Not to mention the rain causes a major flare up. So, on top of already being exhausted, and in pain… the rain intensified that pain to the max. But, I couldn’t stop. I had to make sure my vision was executed properly. I had to figure out how to mask the pain.
I may have limitations on what I’m allowed to do but sometimes having fun and enjoying life is worth what it’ll cost me; probably a hospital visit or a few days in bed.The woman that I am today is strong, mentally. It takes a lot of mind control to not let your illness break you. I won’t lie it does knock me down but I never stay down.